The wilderness thickens as I
Draw nearer the shore.
The stillness is savage
To my untrained ear
Like a bird of prey
Millimeters away
From a forgetful corpse.
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In a chair the color of wept sunsets
I bleed poems from both callus and debris.
Young and cautiously permeable
I have known taboos which are
Unspeakable without euphemism
To the grave of an infancy
Sired by stone angels and brutality
To a femininity that sours on ripening.
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The ability to freeze time
Requires only attention
To stand naked under
A solitary light and announce
Without reverence or revulsion
The name you have been given.
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I will discard that name
With all its fictitious counterparts.
I will be a gypsy fueled
By the currents of earth and sea.
To each soul that I greet
I will pass on a piece of myself
So innocuous they will take it
At once to be there own
Like a spark in a fire that has already been lit.
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We never speak to others of matters close
Only of happenings and postures.
The art of conversation exists only in novels
Right now on paper someone is framing you
For passions you can only hope to commit.
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I have been struggling with writing or I guess disassociation which makes it hard to connect my thoughts.
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I cannot explain why but it made me feel like I was standing on a bleak beach (without getting nauseous like I normally do at the beach). A sort of tides of numenera feel.
Awww thank you! I can’t wait for Tides of Numenera!
thanks for getting me off
dancing like a roving
irish boy 🙂
hehe thanks
As I read this Yves I couldn’t help but feel a sense of revelation and the innate dangers associated with that. Those small snippets of our life that reveal secrets we don’t really want to be known to others but they are each a part of the psyche that is US.Slowly bit by bit we discover a bravery that allows us to tell it as it was and maybe experience a healing of sorts…..I actually very much got your piece and found a lot in for me….have a good day….
Thank you so much Michael I am so glad my message was able to get through despite my recent bout of disassociation
I love the beauty and depth of this poem – every image touches something deep and true. Perhaps my favorite is –
“Young and cautiously permeable
I have known taboos which are
Unspeakable without euphemism”
Oh wow thank you so much Carol for your kind words =)
A clear image to those who know some of the background.
My favorite two verses are three and five.
But there really is more expression than you imagine in every line.
I also enjoyed the video.
I moved too much as a child that it is nice to be a bit settled these days.
One day at a time is all we can ask for – though sometimes it would be nice to know that we can sit still the next day…
That must have been rough. I moved from living in the projects in drug infested streets to a log cabin in the middle of no where when I was a kid now that was a big change. I fell in love with nature right away but some adjustments were harder
I think in the first 25 years of my life I must have move almost that many times. From city to smaller city to the burbs. Lucky hubby found this place on the edge of the suburbs. So I have a sort of private back lot (for about 25 years now). Not sure I could go all out in the woods with nothing else… though being off the grid does look like an interesting way to live. Water cisterns and solar or wind power. I did do some camping when younger…but I have come to enjoy indoor plumbing 😉
In the country/ camping… you have to know your stuff and be prepared. Neighbors can be very far away… like when I was in high school and didn’t have a car and all my friends lived to far to visit after school. But we adapt.
Oh wow Jules that is a lot of moving! It has taken several moves to arrive here and I love love my new house and hope to grow old here. We weren’t that removed we did heat with fire and I think maybe have a wood-burning stove but we did have water (well) and electricity. I couldn’t walk anywhere as I was used to but I did walk a lot exploring the forests. My stepdad is very outdoorsy. I was quite young so I don’t know all that was involved lol
Beautiful, Yves. I have also have been caught in such places, moving outside of those who have found a place where they belong.
Thank you so much!
the color of wept sunsets . . . Love those words. Great poem. Hope you get out your writing slump soon.
Thank you Kim on all accounts!