Love Letter #10

Dear DM,

We were together again last night in our dreams. I saw you. I felt you. You were forthcoming. I was a deer in headlights. I saw you past, soon to be present, and future. I have always loved you. Always.

I had a beautiful tarot reading today. A reading about union. I am proud of all that you have achieved. You have nothing to make up to me. You’ve done nothing wrong. Today while looking at your photograph and listening to music I cried. My emotions are flowing again. My fear is gradually giving way to excitement. I realize everything happens in cycles. The up and the down. The back and the forth. It is all part of the process. I understand the need for patience but being patient is another matter entirely! I am not exactly impatient at the moment. I am not really sure what I am. I know only that I am grateful for every last moment, what has been, what is, what shall be. I am just ridiculously in love with you and I really can’t make sense of anything at all. For the moment I don’t need to make sense of it. I am just living it you know?

With everything I am your DF