Dear DM,
I dreamed of you last night. I’ll save the details for another time. All you really need to know is that I am feeling you, in every conceivable way. I woke up frequently during the night and each time I had this wonderful sense of being in your arms. I am feeling you. I am scared. Scared of feeling this way. Scared of the wait. Scared of the moments when I am going through the motions of my day and I must face the cold hard reality that I don’t know anything. I feel helpless. I can’t see the path in front of me. I’m exhausted. Who knew that surrender was a full-time job? You might not know this but I am really stubborn. I drive myself crazy going round and round in circles. I think I am trying too hard to relax. It’s almost as if I were an actor portraying myself. Suffice to say I am not feeling all that relaxed. I am, however, learning all sorts of lovely/juicy things. I love spending time with you in the 5D.
You might be feeling my energy. The knots in my stomach. My wringing hands. My mute terror. Maybe it scares you. Maybe you are doubting my intentions or the journey. So I’ll leave you with this song and hopefully somehow you won’t get swallowed up in my panic.
Feeling You- Harrison Storm
I couldn’t give you a warning
But I felt it all over me
I hope you come where I’m going
And babe, my hands are free
Falling so hard
Swimming through stars
And maybe that’s alright
I’m feeling you
Every single way
I’m feeling you
Ain’t no other way
There was a time I remember
Breathing air like this
But that was when I was younger
Didn’t know what I had, I’d miss
I’m feeling you
Every single way
I’m feeling you
Ain’t no other way
I won’t let you go
I mean it, believe it, ohh
I won’t let you go
Believe it, I mean it, ohh
I won’t let you go
I mean it, believe it, ohh
I’m feeling you, you
I’m feeling you, you
I’m feeling you
I won’t let you go
Ain’t no other way
I won’t let you go
Every single way
I won’t let you go
Ain’t no other way
I won’t let you go
Every single way
With everything I am your DF
mindlovemisery 