Let the white flowers purge
your immaculate distress.
A fish hung to dry,
the steady burn of adrenalin
of platelets crowding damaged veins.
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We enter, the screen at our backs
replaying memories
both exuded and embellished
There’s no need for conspiracy
amongst friends.
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As common as cloth
as untenable as revenge
you take less than I give.
You make me so, unnecessary.
–
Nothing lasts like shame.
Scarlet-edged and oblivious
I rush to rid you
of my handicap,
of my existence
meager and declarative.
Prompt 43 Supernatural Lust
Today’s prompt is supernatural lust. There are no rating restrictions but please make a note if your entry is graphic. This is #7 of 20 the first in the series was Unavoidable Pain. Only one participant seems to be using the prompts to create a story but I thought I’d still give a reminder. I can extend the number if needed so let me know if 20 is insufficient. When this series is completed I will of course continue with the prompts so no worries but I wanted to offer a series for people interested in creating stories.
The most obvious example is the incubus/succubus dynamic
Some people become romantically obsessed with works of art (either the creation and/or the product remember how Pygmalion fell in love with Galatea?)
In some cases the chemistry b/w two people is completely overpowering as to cause madness and obsession
Some people experience an amplified lust for life (some times it’s drug or mania-induced sometimes it comes from a more internal/innocuous source)
Hypersexuality
Zeus and his sexual conquests
Bacchanalia
Vampires and blood lust
The sick twisted lust of serial killers
Edge (short nonfiction story with audio)
Her fingertips brush against the tumescent flesh of over-ripened tins, impotent banana peels, and the acidic edges of violently deposited bottles. Somewhere within this seething estuary of refuse she hopes to find a solution to hunger. Clutching a bag of recently expired Wonder Bread she raises it triumphantly above her eye line. Her lover nods in acknowledgment only, his clean hands tucked into smug armpits. A pack of Big Red marks a second victory. Luxuries are scarce and heralded with enthusiasm.
*
Along the highway she hops into a car lover in tow, clothes and aromas disheveled and offensive. The man in the front seat is her brother, the girl her niece. She offers the girl an unmade sandwich, boasting of good fortune. That girl is me. I don’t know whether to accept or decline. More than the questionable menu (I’ve removed my share of mold for dinner) I am alarmed by her pressured dialogue and obfuscating eyes. Who is this peculiar woman palpitating asynchronously in our back seat? Who is this man confined behind surreptitious brows and silence? My dad offers up her name, a name I know through stories and gossip. She is a drug addict, this man is her lover and pimp, but above all this elusive creature is my aunt.
*
The car ride is awkward but polite. She is manic, talking a thousand miles a minute, content to fill the void with her side-stepping quips. She is nice in a way that suggests unpremeditated violence. She is vulgar and she is innocent. She flits carelessly through unknown stratospheres. I can’t tell what she’s taken but I suspect she’s tried everything. When she exits the car she leaves me with the pack of gum. Months from now she’ll be dead, her pimp having forced her into oncoming traffic. I’ll stand tearfully at her closed coffin knowing that whomever lies inside is both beautiful and terrifying.
*
This is a true story
I did a reading but the length made it very challenging so it isn’t very good
Venom and Vice
The hourglass passes sideways
Through my esophagus
Time is horizontal like a trip wire
That’s why we can only
Ascend or descend
*
I am afraid of life and death equally
Seeing as energy can neither be created nor destroyed
I suspect that contrast is a form of hypnotism
Like the revolutions of a monochromatic wheel
*
There is something sympathetic about vice
The way is slides over a wooly exterior
And extinguishes all momentary threat
Vice is patient, it exceeds abstinence in resolve
*
Any step taken along a longitudinal axis
Will lead me indefensibly to addiction
My neurons have exhausted all ingenuity
They are too fastidious in their ventures
The occasional aberration does not
Expedite sobriety, recovery it seems,
Is the only true immortal
*
fictional
Paper Heart
How long have I dwelt here
On the ocean floor
With the weight of the world
Pressing down
And no air to feed my lungs
Screaming but soundless
As I struggle to the surface?
=
There are beasts
Beneath the water
In places so dark
That light cannot pervade them
They wear the faces of men
But bear hearts like glaciers
Impregnable fortresses of ice
=
I have swallowed creation
A poisoned, anonymous lust
Existing bitter within me
I would have given
Anything to escape
No distance, no matter how great
Could take me there
=
To know the nature of man
At his worst
Is to see my own reflection
Such horrors as I face everyday
Moments that even nightmares
Will not claim
=
I know the other side of love
The hate that breeds violence
The hate that makes men falter
And surrender to controversy
=
I used to want to live,
As though an allegory
A white feathered muse
Unblemished by memory
How soon
Till I wield my mask again?
=
Behind closed doors
Alone in my fragility
I allow the disease
To continue its course
=
To survive a man would kill
To escape a man would torture
If for even a moment he thought
He were held against his will
To be forced to face himself
He would destroy everything
Until naught but cinders remained
=
No one ever hurt me
Quite like myself
The sacrifices I’ve made
Amount to little
When measured
Against my dreams
But how easily I discarded my soul
For a life I did not want to lead
=
I dwell quietly in addiction
So no one has to see me consumed
To fall into nothingness
That I might for a moment forget
=
Even love can not save me
For my heart is swollen with rage
And can no longer take anything in
Nor feel anything but pain
*
This isĀ fictional work