Your heart keeps shattering
my grave expectations.
Strips of canvas drenched
in carnivorous red.
Signs, oracles, prophets
What is to come? What is to come?
–
Drums forged in human morass.
Tight panicked rows of teeth,
you grind me to a pulp.
Hull smashed and spit
to the far corners.
No one knows if we’re alive or dead.
–
I’ve taken the cat out for a walk,
I sense her humiliation
the staccato steps, a tinnitus of defiant shrieks.
Where are we going?
From which box are we to be exhumed?
Does it even matter which planet we live on?
Wordle #77
The potency of your apothegms
Drapes my darkness in regalia.
I grope your hazel eyes
In a mutually appreciative gaze.
I am tatterdemalion,
A leopardess in a nun’s habit.
I am alone in a room
Full of sidling,
Skull-faced strangers.
Elixirs of light, prisms of sound
You are my luminary
The swell of azure
Under a cavalcade of stars.
*
This Wordle was tough
For
https://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2015/09/07/wordle-77-september-7-2015/
Bloody Knees
Your eyes slither in moonlight
Swell up to the heavens
And dissipate under the gravity
Of your intransigent mutations.
Almost is more often the case.
Almost is necessary for what follows.
The only questions worth pursuit
Or those with uncertain answers.
I adorn each day a new striation
Is this the way I am to age
Emboldened with strange motifs
And voices that echo before they speak?
Do nightmares penetrate the outer hull
The same as conscious wounds?
Why else would I carry them so long
If the blood was not comparably red?
Who can claim perfection?
Another failure precipitated by inaction
A mannequin would be a more convincing host.
If time permits I might even survive.
It holds that those who hunger
For absolutes are always the first to starve.
I sit here on a filthy curb picking scabs
Butterflies relaying songs of the dead
Through my mutilated knees.
Tale Weaver Prompt #3 Making Sense of the Nonsense (and a note for photographers)
He called himself a Grezzle
Though no one knew
What the appellation implied.
Was it an endearment from youth?
Did it indicate his rank or station?
Was it a gang sentiment or warning?
Was it nonsense or the abbreviation
Of an equally improbable brand?
I could discern nothing in the vacuum
That had absolved him entirely from sight
And I suspect the nothingness
Ran deep for his smile too was empty
A basin, a scoop, queerly toothless.
Whatever may be gleaned from his omissions
He suffered no infirmary.
His thoughts were voluminous
Beyond our petty human musings.
I found myself fumbling
Within his scarred orifices
Infinite and minute
He became an object of great fascination
Like a local quarry or a derelict house.
I suspect he was not a man
An alien, a demon, a quasi god perhaps
But no man ever lived such as this.
A Grezzle may well have been a sentient
As of yet unrecorded.
He lived amongst us
Curiously, in his corner house
Arranged with doll-like fragility.
He never sat in those timid chairs
Or laid in his well-dressed bed
He didn’t even bother to disguise
The plastic fruit
The neat rows of unused china cups
The gape-mouthed closets
That held not a stitch.
I believe the only object
For which he had any use
Were the books
But he did not read them
He opened his great round mouth
And swallowed them whole.
Then to our amusement
He’d recite the entirety of them
Male or female, young or old
He could become anyone
And had he access to our diaries
He might well have taken our souls.
I think I may have loved him
To look into that mouth, like a universe
I felt things more immense
Than the heart set to contain them
I knew things that words cease to mention
Though not for want of trying.
His jaw and nose were perfect
The thick hair that never wholly settled
The great height and the athletic form
The patient eyelids forever pressed
And those lips behind which nothing
And everything was simultaneously glimpsed
There is no doubt that he saw me,
Every molecule
Even my nonsense must have meant
A good deal more to him than it did to me
For he always took the time unravel it.
We made a monument for him,
A great black obelisk
Which stood outside
The now gutted library
On the day he disappeared
(and he really did right in the middle of tea
his unfilled cup the very last implication
Of his occupancy)
Instead of flowers, sheaths of paper
Of poems and cockeyed manuscripts
From the grandest to the most feeble
Of our literary attempts
And though we never saw him again
I suspect he saw us quite clearly
For every page was seized by morning.
*
This character is influenced somewhat by a character called O in Planescape Torment but I put my own spin on it. I love creating characters and couldn’t resist using Grezzle as a name XD
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Photographers
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PHOTO CHALLENGE #20 “TIME GOES BY LIKE A TRAIN”
Julie-de-Waroquier@DeviantArt
Our hearts are bent
Like pennies on a track
An effigy to pain,
Irrelevant as candlesticks
Behind yellow tape,
We who are in
A constant state of extremity
Cannot breathe when idle
My hands are the Devil’s soldiers
They run on enigma and ash
Between the two of us
I’d rather change
The distance of necessity
Being itself a form of resurgence
I am the Judas to your martyrdom
The spreader of chaos and suspense
My loathsome angels
Hasten toward oblivion
You in powder blue turn aside
Your sententious facades
Embrace the scythe-eyed construct
The copper fruit of the conversant
No one speaks
With their eyes anymore
It’s all wilted daises
And chemical interventions
What’s the use of flesh
In this synthetic domain?
The platform is scarred
And if you knew me
You’d recognize the beast
Within these variegated lines
Pretty doesn’t persist
In the eyes of a stranger
Give your heart only
To those willing
To reveal their defects
*
Full of anxiety, my mind is all over the place hence this strange little poem. The candlestick bit refers to Clue because it was a common murder weapon. I was totally obsessed with Clue when I was a child/teen.
Photo Challenge #3
Alice
Art By: Thomas Bak
Alice stands twelve feet tall in a village
Colonized by fetishes and paper flowers
Her powder blue dress is an emancipated sky
That mitigates disbelief by secularizing fear
Stones dance impishly around her chaste knees
Unwelcome and altogether too uncommon
She folds her limbs around a nomadic tree
Betwixt her ribs, a blood-fueled lantern
Instigates the most curious appetites
“Where” she wonders “Shall I venture next?”
*
Where this came from I’ve no idea perhaps I’ve gone a bit daft. I have been trying desperately to rid my computer of viruses. I’ve had some major performance issues and I think I may have done something positive and productive now fingers-crossed lol
The Death Of Me
Doves fall
From the firmament
Hematic eyes
Staining
Angelic vestments
Can I be saved
Once trodden?
*
I rescind
This masquerade
When the threads
Of pretension
Are too frayed
To conceal the heart
On which they feast
*
I disown the self
Rising petulant from
A dystopian mindscape
With whose delusions
Do I consort?
*
My bones
Are too heavy
My lying flesh
Too loose to gather
An angular womb
Suffocates truth
Whose
Chalk-drawn smile
Do I lament?
The death of Caricature
Or Singularity?
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This is about the fear of self and paradoxically disguise, the struggle with identity and finding the balance between truth and drama. My writing is still suffering from the lack of thought cohesion. I can’t even say I am uninspired because I feel like there are ideas knocking around I just can’t catch on to any of them!
Six
I watch you
Slide away
Stark as the bones
Of a Paleolithic ghost
*
To half existence
I fear that you will
Diminish
If not insensate
Than carnivorous
*
Did I leave you
Embedded
With pieces
That break apart
On conception
Am I the origin
Of that impious
Numeral six
Penned above
Your skulking lids?
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I can only say that I am listening to incredibly strange music at the moment
Hello Friend, Well Met
My brain slides metaphorically to the right
I brush stardust from knee high boots
The residue of prophesied macrocosms
I am the Sandman’s illegitimate daughter
I dream defiantly even upon waking
The sun cannot outshine my imagination
I navigate exclusively by latitude
North or South. High or Low
I am only horizontal when lying down
*
I want to make doors to other dimensions
I want to be completely improbable
Like a magician without the spectacle
Drama is better when tectonic
In regards to life I find gratitude
More accordant with enlightenment
I conspire with madness to heighten potential.
I want to scribble without ingratiating margins
In protest of a fascist rhetoric
I want to “do” and not “dither”
To look smiling into the mirror and say
Hello friend, well met