- How you feel when you first meet them is the most obvious and most significant sign.
- You may feel a sense of deja vu, as if there is an already existing connection, as if you have known each other forever.
- You may experience a sense of “coming home”. A recognition that you and this person are one and the same, that you belong together.
- You will feel either extremely emotional as if all of your feelings were being expressed and released simultaneously or you will feel a deep sense of peace.
- You will feel an overwhelming sense of love.
- You may experience visions of the two of you coming together as one. You may experience visions of your future together. These visions will be very clear, very impactful, and will come unbidden to your mind.
- Time will move differently when you are together.
- You will just know.
- You will recognize this person as important and identify them as having a significant role in your life. You will sense that you have a mission together, a calling which is bigger than the relationship itself.
- You will dream/daydream/think about them constantly. Their face may spring to your mind in the middle of the night for no apparent reason. You will want to learn everything you can about them.
- Your chakras will start to awaken. Ascension begins. The heart chakra and solar plexus chakra are generally the first to awaken but some people may experience a full awakening. As a consequence of your chakras awakening you may experience physical side-effects such as: Tingling in the head, headaches, dizziness, changes in sleeping and eating habits, shocks/spasms, flashes of light, feelings of fullness, pressure, pulling in the affected chakras etc. You will also experience emotional and spiritual side effects such as: a feeling of oneness/connection/completion, expansiveness, increased intuition, vivid dreams, serenity, anxiety/fear, changes in beliefs and/or patterns of behavior, a sense of purpose, optimism/elation, numbness, fatigue, communion with source, a desire to be of service to others etc.
- You will be bombarded with signs and synchronicities.
- You will feel more awake, more present in your own life and as a consequence you will find a sense of renewed purpose and passion. Their existence serves as inspiration.
- Your life will fall apart for the better. Relationships that no longer serve your highest good will naturally start to dissolve. You might lose a job that was making you miserable or find the courage to pursue a job more in line with your passions and values. You might make a significant move. Whatever changes occur and however stressful those changes might be at the time you will feel a sense of freedom/lightness as you release the baggage/the patterns/the situations which were making you feel miserable/stuck.
- You will progress at a remarkable speed. For example: you might overcome a lifetime phobia, complete a project which had been stalled for years, earn a promotion. Whatever changes you make will ultimately serve to improve the quality of your life even if that is not immediately apparent.
- You may experience telepathy with your twin.
- You will find yourself opening up to your twin very quickly, sharing things about yourself which you might never have shared with anyone else. You will sense on a very deep level that your twin is trustworthy. You will “recognize” their soul and experience the divinity contained therein. You will be able to look beyond the surface and see their authentic self and they in turn will see the real you.
- You will feel intensely attracted to your twin even if they are not your usual type. You will find that you cannot move on, however, much time elapses. You will naturally make space for them in your life. Every vision of your future will include them. No one else will compare to them however lovely or charming.
- You will have a sense of when they are online, where they are, if they are awake or asleep and you may find yourself summoned to their exact location by this unexplainable sense of knowing.
- You will feel their feelings. You will know when they are happy, sad, angry, aroused, frustrated even if you are not speaking to them. At first you may take these emotions to be your own but in time you will be able to distinguish more clearly between them. You may find yourself sending them love and comfort right when they need it most.
- You will share the same core values.
- You may discover uncanny similarities between you. Conversely you will find many significant differences: age, background, education, socioeconomic status etc. These differences, whatever they may be will compliment each other perfectly. Yin and yang.
- They will draw out the best parts of you and you will bring out the best parts of them. You will find that your confidence, self-esteem, and self-worth increase over time. You will regain your sense of wonder and curiosity. Your relationship with yourself will improve.
- They will trigger and challenge you. As part of the growth/awakening process wounds, fears, traumas and insecurities will surface to be healed. The reason this occurs is not because they are abusive (abuse is not okay) it is because they are you and you will recognize within them the truth within yourself. You will not be able to lie to your twin, they will see right through it and they will call you on your bullshit. As you grow stronger and raise your vibration you will naturally start to release/forgive/clear the negativity in your life including lifelong beliefs and patterns. This can be a very difficult process as the ego struggles intensely with change but you will find that it becomes easier with time.
- You will feel their love and support even if you are still in physical separation. True twinflames work together as a team/as one. That said they cannot do the work for you, they cannot learn the lessons on your behalf, they are not here to fix you (you are not broken). What they will do is send you love and support. What they will do is forgive you, accept you, and keep the faith. Although the twinflame journey can be overwhelming and confusing, the one certainty is love. You love them and they love you. Calm your mind and go within and you will feel this to be true. Nothing the ego could ever say or do will make you stop loving them and vice versa.
- Your twinflame will not let you settle, even for them. They want to give you the best version of themselves. This is why separation exists. Separation is preparation for union. This is a divinely protected journey, it is bigger than just the two of you. The universe will move mountains to bring you together when the timing is right. When the timing is not right/you are not ready the universe will create obstacles to keep you apart. This is not your twin’s doing so there is no point in blaming them or rushing them. This is the universe keeping the connection safe until conditions are favorable.
- The twinflame connection is the whole package Spiritual. Emotional. Physical. Intellectual. Sexual. The relationship will fulfill you on all levels.The depth of the love and the connection will be beyond anything you have ever experienced. It is truly a divine connection and it will bring you closer to source.
- You will find within yourself a greater capacity to love and forgive then you had ever imagined possible. You will find yourself a more loving and compassionate person for having known them which will improve all of your relationships.
- Your twinflame enhances/enriches your life. You have a sense of being complete and whole in and of yourself.
- Your ability to communicate with others will improve and your intuition/instincts will develop. You feel safe to express your needs/wants/desires. You will find that you can truly trust yourself. You will experience a sense of clarity and purpose.
- There is space to grow and a sense of freedom within the relationship. A freedom to be yourself and to explore your own interests. They make your world feel bigger while still respecting your personal boundaries.
- Your ability to manifest will dramatically increase especially when you are working toward the same goals. Life will feel magical and full of possibility.
Love In Quarantine
In the spaces
between certain stars
the black tarp is so taunt
that you can just make out
the blue underneath.
I imagine you crouching
in that almost blackness,
in that beautiful, unending void
like a panther in prayer.
–
When you find me will you ravage me?
At last.
At last.
–
I can hear your eyes
opening and closing,
the faultless lament
of your soul begging
to be understood.
I know that some things
only make sense
to us in dreams.
I know that I am
only at home in the places
where we overlap.
–
Your pale fingers drown
in my eager currents,
in the madness that wakes me up
in the middle of the night
to scream, to scream.
Your name is the only poem
I can recite by heart.
–
It is the friction
of the sea which moves
me towards you
while the world spins itself
into tight, straight-edged circles
that eviscerate and bind.
–
It’s boring sometimes,
the waiting,
the tucking in and the pulling out,
the half-assessed attempts
to fit into my too small life.
In me there is a fleet
of unsailed ships.
–
I suck the tears
out of my hair,
the sting of salt,
the open wound,
the I love you
hot and sharp
on the tip
of my tongue.
–
I want to tell you everything.
At last.
At last.
Youtube Channel
I wanted to invite you guys to my Youtube channel. Have a look tell me what you think. I am not an expert by any means so there is a lot I still need to learn. It is about twinflames and I do tarot readings. The quality of the videos could be better and I do hope in the future to get a microphone and maybe even a webcam. I am thinking I might read some of the letters and poems I have written and I may at some point also offer meditation. I am still brain-storming.
Love Letter #32
Dear DM,
I want to write you old-fashioned pen on paper love letters (everything is love, when you are in love). I want to send you quirky postcards with blood red script and poems so raw they dissolve on your tongue. I want to tattoo your name and address onto kiss stamped envelopes, until the letters bleed into my fingers and eyes. For you I would fold myself into origami. For you I would wake fully each day. I don’t think you comprehend the risk of waking fully each day. What it would do to me to feel so much all at once.
If I knew you were watching I would make love with my eyes open. I would undress each moment like a lover and let it fill me till convulsion. For you I would crawl. Howl. Burn. I would feel everything. For you I would soak straight through the pages.
The first experience is always rushed. We are possessed. Unmoored. Wooden from fear. I want to lay roots in you. To drink of the minutia of my every day. I want to sew your delirious letters together and wear them like silk sheets. I want to get to know you, all of you. Write me. I want to eat you.
Sometimes I wonder if we have moved at all. Sometimes it feels as if I were made of air and that each time you draw a breath I am sucked into your body. Perhaps I am only that to you. A suggestion of fullness. A hapless transparency. A beautiful nothingness like the sky above water. When I am feeling neglected, immobile, frantic I disppear under the covers and I run my fingers over the sweater and I pretend that time has frozen just for me. In those moments I am truly immortal. In those moments I understand what it means to be erotic
With all that I am your DF
For You DM
This song says it all
Make You Feel My Love- Ane Brun
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven’t made your mind up yet
But I will never do you wrong
I’ve known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I’d go hungry, I’d go black and blue
I’d go crawling down the avenue
Oh, there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain’t seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn’t do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
Wordle #225 “Lure”
He snarls into her breasts
and inhales the scent
of the man who came
before him.
He is crazy about her
and she knows it.
–
His heart goes
back and forth,
noose-heavy,
a cuckold.
He doesn’t cry
as he once did.
Not outloud.
Not in private.
–
He takes pleasure
in his own precedence;
in the way she returns
without repenting;
in her animal scent;
in their corrosive repertoire.
It’s become a game.
They speak in dark whispers
about dark deeds and he detects
in her mischievous pulse
a strange aversion to love.
–
Deep down she knows
that she would rather
be here with him
in this basement bound
than above ground scavenging.
Her body is a ruse.
Her smile is ambidextrous.
She swallows
crows and stiff-legged lures.
She swallows men by the dozen.
She swallows them whole.
Hollow as a crescent
he owns her.
–
She laughs and he thinks
the sound is like dry leaves
rustling in an intermittent blast.
She laughs and he thinks
of stars in water,
and of asphalt in summer heat.
–
Her thighs slide apart
dangerous and wet.
He enters her like a muse,
bible-heavy,
he begets her
again and again and again.
For: https://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2021/02/01/wordle-225/
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