Your erection haunts me
Stalks the avenues of my brain
Entirely out of context.
A bar of soap rides my flesh,
A jackal wept of too much blood.
I swirl hostage on the tiles
The arch of my foot
A mussel’s geying smirk.
I will never be a mariposa,
A unison of dubious flair
For I am alone
A pseudo mollusk
A cable that writhes
Of Zeus’s featureless touch.
The gravel in my hand
Is what remains of your teeth
Of you sickly sweet smile.
Never again a paperweight
Never again the proxy.
That I should not be loved
Never escapes recommendation.
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Unrelated to the poem
I received my class schedule it is extremely irregular, each day is different and I am not sure how to plan my days. I am entirely overwhelmed there is so much down time on the bus/waiting for the bus and I am not sure how to use it in a really efficient way. I can’t use it for my blog because I have no idea how to use my cellphone yet (I can’t even write a text, it is a rocket ship compared to the previous). I am thinking of studying but I am not sure if I can do written work. The teacher is obnoxious and it is a much larger class then expected. I am stressed!
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https://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2015/01/05/wordle-42-january-5-2014/
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