I haven’t been sleeping so my brain is just rubbish. On a positive note I did buy a wrist brace and it is really helping the pain.
I have wanted for that
Which I do not possess
I have envied others
Their talent
Their beauty
Their content
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I have wanted for suitors
For men over whom I hold
Intractable power
(Is worth not more intrinsic
Than opinion?)
I have wanted for the dignity
Of a well-lanned ambition
To create alien landscapes
From an eclectic syllabary
To weave dreams like Morpheus
Into starched collars
And patent leather shoes
That none may depart
Unannounced
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I have hungered
For the prosaic
For food
For security
For a family whose love
Do not falter with utility
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I have known poverty
In its literal sense
Survival above novelty
And still I have found
No absence greater
Than the human heart
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Well-lanned means well-informed, knowledgeable, connected, and supported it actually comes the game Planescape Torment so it’s not technically a real word but it’s a good word so feel…
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