You have stolen every thread
Of my sanctimonious cocoon
*
Too much blood and incense
Sacrifices made on good faith
Arrest the heart
*
My prayers
Are based on abstractions
Invasive appeals
That stagger on admission
*
I want to be myself
Only better
I’ve acknowledged my faults
I’d like to collect now
On my virtues
*
In a world where all wealth is quantifiable
Is my soul worth the burden imposed?
*
I watch your lips wrestling with the tides
Arms thrashing in indelible terror
*
Survival is adverse to life
It requires a stoicism achieved
Only by the meticulous placement
Of eyelids across the field of vision
*
I don’t ask for much
Only to be so beautiful
That my presence ordains
Instantaneous merit
*
I don’t want to fight for every inch
Only to realize I’ve fallen by the wayside
*
I want to be adored
In a way that crushes bones
And exhumes hearts
Previously thought dead
*
Behold a necromancer is in our midst
Sentiment cannot be revoked
You loved me once and it’s to that vow
That I attach all my subsequent years
*
Another poem from the swarming gelatinous monstrosity that is my subconscious mind