1
I wanted so much
To dismiss you
To avoid the regret
Of my heart crushed
Under the weight
Of your fictitious organs
2
I could never
Fit inside of you
A closet locked
From the inside
And I
Feared the prayers
That if answered,
Would grant me
Access
3
Superimposed
My aorta feeds
Directly into your ego
I habituate my dialogue
To your paranoia
A stranger
Growing stranger
And stranger with time
I cover the mirrors
Denying the occupancy
Of these impassive features
To my dynamic infrastructure
4
A reliable suicide
A cocoon of denial
Authored
By an autonomous pen
A hand-drawn mask
Lies or does it?
Don’t our defenses
Say just as much
About who we are
As our face unframed?
5
Is it insignificance
That I fear
The possibility
That the face behind
A well-placed mask
Is nameless
Remarkable only
In absence
6
Human or beast
It makes no difference
The greater the intellect
The more pervasive
The needs
And sometimes
The instinct
To survive
Is the instinct
That kills
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I have a mad case of chaos head so my thoughts are all over the place
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